worked in the front house for two hours, boring as usual.

now i’m home watching movies on netflix instant viewing, eating macaroni & cheese, and i’m depressed.  ugh.  i hate winter, hate depression, and hate that i’m supposed to fix it myself.  i should eat healthier, get more exercise, etc etc.  but i’m depressed, and don’t have energy for that, i just want crap food and movies and pjs.  hmph.  the only only thing that makes me feel better when i’m depressed is making out, and Booty is my only girl for that lately and she’s out of town.  plus, the last two days she was here with me and i had a cold sore, and couldn’t kiss her.

i hate my life today.