I have to take a friend to the airport this evening, and it snowed again, and I got called into work, and would rather work than drive to the airport, but have a commitment.  The airport is near Booty’s house, and it would have been nice to just zip on up there to see her after, but that was part of our miscommunication, and she already has plans I guess.  Hmph.

I feel like there are a million things I need to do in the next ten days before I leave, but don’t want to do any of them.  I just want to lay around in my pjs and watch TV and feel sorry for myself.


I had yesterday and today off from work.  Kind of annoying actually, because I could use the money, and Booty’s busy anyway, so I’ve spent my time laying around in pjs watching Ugly Betty and eating ice cream.  Last night a bunch of us got together to watch the finale of the L-Word, which was just as disappointing as I thought it would be.  Tonight we’re having a party, which should be fun, but somehow I’m feeling less than excited about it.  I’m really only interested in things if I get to make out with someone I’m excited about.  And lately the only person making out with me is Booty. How do I meet new girls?

it was my last shift in the front house tonight, and it was crazy busy.  we only had one server rather than two, and every table was full.  we were even busier on the delivery side, which made it frustrating that i wasn’t driving.  

i only worked three hours, but it felt like six.  blah.

i got home and had to scrub my bathroom down with bleach, getting all remnants of puppy poo off my floor and walls.  the puppy went back to my ex-gf’s mom today, she’s going to spend the next week working on training it to go outside, since I’m leaving town for a couple days anyway it seemed to make the most sense.  she might just keep it until i get back from cuba in may, and then i’ll adopt it when it’s not quite so spastic and puppyish.

i’m hungry, but can’t get to my kitchen because the floor is damp with bleach water still.

Booty comes tomorrow, sometime in the morning/early afternoon.  I work the split shift, so I think she’ll try to come for my break, then after I get off we go to a friend’s house to watch the L-Word.  Tuesday I go up to her house with her, then Wednesday we go to Canada for the night, to buy prepaid mastercards that will supposedly work in Cuba.  Then back down here to watch LOST with friends on Thursday night.  Then I work all weekend.  I’m excited about having three days off in a row, i don’t think i’ve had that since i started working here!

I should be cleaning my apartment, putting away laundry, making it cute and presentable for Booty’s arrival tomorrow, but instead I’m laying around watching some terrible sequel to Lost Boys.  Maybe after I eat something I’ll have more cleaning energy.

i had today off.  i stayed in my pajamas until seven pm.  i just got dressed to go to the grocery store to buy some sort of salad to bring to a potluck in half an hour.  i miss Booty today.  maybe the second day is the worst?  i think she’s coming back down on sunday or monday.  i wonder how i’ll do when she’s gone for five weeks.  yuck.  i like the sex a lot.  and the hanging out.  maybe i just need more friends.  or someone new to make out with.

worked in the front house for two hours, boring as usual.

now i’m home watching movies on netflix instant viewing, eating macaroni & cheese, and i’m depressed.  ugh.  i hate winter, hate depression, and hate that i’m supposed to fix it myself.  i should eat healthier, get more exercise, etc etc.  but i’m depressed, and don’t have energy for that, i just want crap food and movies and pjs.  hmph.  the only only thing that makes me feel better when i’m depressed is making out, and Booty is my only girl for that lately and she’s out of town.  plus, the last two days she was here with me and i had a cold sore, and couldn’t kiss her.

i hate my life today.

Last night Booty Call and I sat around eating ice cream and watching Weeds for a couple hours, then went to bed.  Then we had to get up at 4am and I drove her to the airport so she could fly across the country to visit her ex.  Fun times.  Now I’m sitting in my pjs watching Big Love, feeling tired and lazy and lonely.  It’s always hardest when she first leaves.  A week really isn’t that long, she’ll be back Monday.  And we’re not even serious.  So why do I miss her so much already?  Ugh.

fun weekend of sex and drinking and good times.  then had to go to work, Booty Call left, and now I’m lonely already.  which is dumb.  i also have cramps, a sore throat, and am super tired.  so hopefully i feel better tomorrow.

i worked yesterday for six hours, took ten deliveries, got $16 reimbursement and $33.91 in tips.

equalling $4.99 per delivery and $15.58 an hour after taxes.

today i worked for four hours in the front house, boring, made $3.64 in tips.  i’ve decided i don’t like working in the front much at all.  i’m scheduled up there next sunday, but i might ask not to be after that.

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